O Allah..
I know if she wasn't meant for me, she will never be
But this pride of mine won't acknowledge that
Saying "I should get what I want"
Too many openings in my heart
I try to patch one but another will start
Keeping it in feels really hard
But letting it out doesn't sound smart
O Allah..
If she wasn't meant for me
Keep her away from me
from my sight
from my heart
from my thinking
from my breathing
from my talking
from my walking
If she wasn't meant for me
Don't let our paths meet, keep them far separate
For each encounter is a pain
Each meeting is a battle within
The battle I don't always win
If she wasn't meant for me
Snap me out of this wishful thinking
Pinch me, punch me, slap me..just save me
Don't let me drown in illusion
Falling deeper into deception
O Allah
I seek refuge in You...from
MYSELF
